Long long time ago

howdy. xD it's been so long since i update my blog. i can see cobwebs everywhere.

the reason i neglect it was ... there isnt much time. though i did write things about my life everyday in my journal. but it is handwritten hence i am lazy to rewrite everything.

every book out, i spend ALOT. though you can say i only got 1 to 2 days to spend, each time can hit $100 ... then every month 400 ... and that equals my pay liao. lol.

i am still taking recruit pay sia. WHY! i am a cadet now leh. please increase my pay =(

lets see if i can update my blog when i am in camp. if my superiors dont mind, that is xD

i bought x mini! woot! blasting music through the night! but only can last 8 hours. need to find a wall charger for it. =(

i need a little more luck than a little bit ... 'cos everytime i start, the words wouldnt fit.

POP goes the weasel

POP lor. i mean in 3 days, but still the same. Honeymoon period liao. 24km route march up next. might be the death for alot of us. just hope my legs make it through so that i can do my parade properly.

yesterday was ... kinda refreshing for me. i did something i never did before, and i am amazed i did it without feeling disgusted. i think army change my point of view greatly.

but the disappointing fact still remains the same.

same. same. same.

go emo liao. /wrist

Jump Here and There

L4D2, rocks my socks.

haha, it was fun playing L4D2, with all the new shit like melee and quests. but some map is just too big. play 1 or 2 maps you will feel fucking sick of it.

long weekend comes to an end. and next is last week of BMT. am i going to treasure this 1 last week? i will try my best thats all i can say. i dont know why i just cant open myself up to my BMT mates.

next will be going to command school or unit. sigh. sigh. sigh.

*shake head*

*shrug shoulders*

*sigh*

companionship.

. . .

Empty

3 more weeks to POP. am i suppose to be happy that it ends, or sad that it ends? should i be happy that i am going to post out to a harder unit, or sad because of it? i dont know what to think about recently, just following through the motion.

i heard from alot of people that after they got posted out, they rather get stuck in BMT. i can understand why. Man mode all the way, become a retarded and just act blur and you will live longer.

life is still a struggle for me. because i dont even know what my future is going to be. TIAN ARH! SOMEONE PLEASE GUIDE ME!

SITEST

is done. burnt my weekend, but got 1 weekday out of it.

hope no RT this weekend since i skipped the last IPPT.

my thighs are still injured.

i need to see a chinese sehsei for a change.

IPPT 04 next week.

i must get at least a silver.

so everyone please pray that my thighs heals!

SIT Test

field camp is over! well, that is not all. next up, SIT Test. mini field camp of 3 days. grrr ...

i got my thigh injured. i dont even know how i got it injured. with the injury, i cannot run properly. even climbing up and down the stairs is hard like mad. i want it to heal fast! i am lacking behind in training, i didnt even take IPPT3.

the week is another week that i got confine. not the bad way, it is because my SIT Test held on saturday sunday monday. thats why.

Andrew is going to field camp tomorrow. good luck dude, may the force be with you. and pray like fuck that it dont rain. xD

Field Camp

tomorrow will be the start of my lowest point of my BMT life. yeah, you know it, it's field camp!

tahan tahan~ tahan tahan tahan~

as for today, it is going to be another jam pack sunday. going to chiong here and there around singapore before going back to the lovely island.

i just found out me being a soldier means i have lesser things to talk about. i wouldnt want to flood my blog with all my NS stuffs. the reason being ... whatever happens on the island, stays in the island. i will be charged if i disclose things that shouldnt be said.

cant wait to finish field camp. cant wait to finish field camp. cant wait to finish field camp. x100